Final Integrative Paper by Leader Oliver Pabillon
Who am I as a Leader? What kind of leader am I? Am I one of the very best?
Taking this leadership course has indeed created an impact on me as a leader called to action. The life lessons and activities made me realize my strengths and weaknesses as a leader. The Man in the mirror who used to be just an ordinary leader has discovered that leadership is more than just leading people…it has to be authentic and heroic... and should start with the self. The past few weeks have been a life changing journey through self reflection and sharing of self more to others.
Leadership begins with an inner journey.1 According to James M. Kouzes and Barry Z. Posner, everything we do as leaders is based on the assumption that we matter. Before we can lead others we have to lead ourselves and believe that we can have a positive impact on others. Leadership begins with the self. Leadership is a process of self-development. Chris Lowney2 describes this as one of the four pillars of Heroic Leadership which is Self-awareness: "To order one's life". "Leaders thrive by understanding who they are and what they value, by becoming aware of unhealthy blind spots or weaknesses that can derail them, and by cultivating the habit of continuous self reflection and learning. Only the person who knows what he or she wants can pursue it energetically and inspire others to do so. Only those who have pinpointed their weaknesses can conquer them. Obvious principles, but rarely heeded in practice. The early Jesuits invented an array of tools and practices to mold self-aware recruits. Cut off for a month from work, friends, news, and even casual conversation, Jesuit trainees dedicated all their energy to a searching self-assessment. Engaging in the Spiritual Exercises was the peak developmental moment of a training regimen that encompassed everything from scutwork to begging for food and lodging on a solitary long-distance pilgrimage. Recruits emerged from training knowing what they wanted in life, how to get it, and what weaknesses could trip them up." Second is Ingenuity: "The whole world will become our house". "Leaders make themselves and others comfortable in a changing world. They eagerly explore new ideas, approaches, and cultures rather than shrink defensively from what lurks around life's next corner. Anchored by nonnegotiable principles and values, they cultivate the "indifference" that allows them to adapt confidently." Third is Love: "With greater love than fear". "Leaders face the world with a confident, healthy sense of themselves as endowed with talent, dignity, and the potential to lead. They find exactly these same attributes in others and passionately commit to honoring and unlocking the potential they find in themselves and in others. They create environments bound and energized by loyalty, affection, and mutual support." Fourth is Heroism: "Eliciting great desires". "Leaders imagine an inspiring future and strive to shape it rather than passively watching the future happen around them. Heroes extract gold from the opportunities at hand rather than waiting for golden opportunities to be handed to them."





